This question flashes in my mind every single time i hold my phone. Weird? It's because i feel that i am specially connected with this girl which i haven't seem even once and our only means of communication, yes, the phone.
She was introduced to me by my college classmate back in davao. She said that she is a very attractive young girl of my type. Wow! My friend was really into me getting over with my previous relationship with a student nurse. Yeah. It was cool but during that time, hopes were low because i know i will be comparing her with my x. I know, it's bad to do such thing but hey, i'm just being honest.
So, my friend gave of her number and said that this girl thinks i'm cute. Hmmm... Interesting. Why would somebody be interested with this geek with eye glasses and not to mention the not-so-good-looking-physique. Anyway, i gave it a try then. Why not? Maybe she is the one for me.
I started texting her and boy she was good with conversations. A woman of substance. She's funny and knowledgeable. We never run out of topics to talk about, until now.
I was still having my phone post paid, i started calling her, just eager to know how her voice sounds. A very sweet, tender, very calm, entertaining, and so perfect to hear that i kept on calling her up, burning my phone line till i got battery empty. I didn't care for the bill, i just couldn't stop listening to her caressing voice through the speaker of my phone.
The day came that i started calling her ate and she's calling me kuya. That was our call for endearment. How funny isn't it? But it means a lot to me. Legally, she's older than me by almost two months. I agreed to be her kuya since she's an unica hija.
Our text-call relationship ran about one year. Within that one year, a lot of things had happened. Our closest encounter ever was 1-1, 1 meter near for only 1 second. Gosh! I was in the bus bound for davao city from cagayan de oro and she was bound for cagayan de oro from davao city. We accidentally had the same trip time at 4:00 am and guess what, we actually sat on the same seating positing inside the bus. We calculated travel time and identified our point of interception. It was there exactly. Amazing huh?
Later the year, i started dreaming of her. And worse, day dreaming while i'm in the office. Crazy. She's miles away from me. She's in Ilo-ilo now, taking up medicine. But why am i thinking of her? Is it because i have her picture in my phone and made it to a wallpaper? I had her picture in my pc and also made it my wallpaper? I know i felt this feeling before. This feeling of wanting this person to be with me, of wanting this person to also want me, of wanting this person to Love me. Why is she sticking in my mind? I should not be bothering her, she must focus with her studies. She must succeed with her field. I don't want to interfere with her with this feeling that i have. But the ultimate question is, is it possible for a person to fall in love with somebody, miles and miles away, that i haven't net even once? Why am i feeling this?
All i know is that i care for her and i want the best for her. And i also know that deep inside, despite the facts, my heart beats and my mind thinks that I Love Her.
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